Are you out there?

Widzę siebie jako osobę

This is cliche and this is the last thing I thought I would ever do. So stepping out of my comfort zone, im just going to dive in and lay it out there. I’m 42 years old born and raised in Brooklyn New York. I’m a good girl, great friend, even better girlfriend but I come with health issues. I never thought up until now that the things that hold you back in life can absolutely affect the person and you mental. I was engaged but that ended cause he cheated on me. Thought that we would been together forever. Classic princess story.. these things we are fed as little girls to makes us feel worse about ourselves if we cannot find a man. Well unfortunately society makes you feel that way and when you are physically challenged and also are sick and on dialysis, that’s how it feels. Like your not worthy of love and friendship and having all those things that those around you have. I’m hoping I get a kidney soon. And as for also being an amputee , I am very efficient in my life. If it wasn’t for being on dialysis , I would never be home. But if you anything about this horrible illness, then you know that your constantly tired and have too many restrictions. So if you like to make a friend and like the 80’s and anything nostalgic in that era and play old video games and drink coffee and love to laugh, I’m your girl!

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