Book Cover Didn't Change: Only My Pages

I Can Speak

English

I Would Describe Myself As

Greetings, my name is Michelle (my grandfather called me ChellBug-close friends and family call me Chell). I am disabled but prefer not to be defined by my disability.
Let's see; to talk about me is not something I am accustomed to as I haven't dated in quite some time because of my disability. I am a home body. Love watching movies and spending time with my service dog. She's an emotional support dog due to PTSD that developed after my diagnosis a few years ago. I have not dated in some time; as well I'm sure you will understand having a disability we go to friend zone immediately upon meeting people who are not disabled.
What am I looking for? Someone who IS DISABLED, someone that understands being disabled, someone that accepts their disability and most importantly, someone that will accept my disability and my emotional disability. Having PTSD scares alot of people. My PTSD doesn't cause physical outburst just an inability to deal with large groups of people at one time and panic attacks. Why am I putting this in my description: because I want to honest and I do not want someone to judge my book by its cover. My physical appearance really hasn't changed very much although my inner aspects have changed. My disability is genetic and wasn't found until later in life. Yet having my disability doesn't mean I don't have love, empathy, kindness, a nurturing heart and inner beauty clear through to my soul to offer.
I should probably be talking about enjoying long walks on the beach; but I can't walk that far without getting tired and weak. But I would love to be able to take a long walk on a beach. I also should be saying I enjoy romantic dinners at a nice restaurant: well I love romantic dinners. Yet I would prefer to cook the dinner myself, with candles and music playing softly at home. I have no interest in
leading anyone on or being lead on. There is so much more to me than my appearance, the pages of my book; as I'm ready for a new chapter, or my disability. So if you can appreciate my honesty thus far then perhaps we have crossed the first hurdle. The next would be saying "Hello"

Sign

Libra

My Body Type Is

Average

My Height Is

5' 5 (1.65 m)

My Eyes Are

Hazel

My Ethnicity Is

Caucasian

My Marital Situation Is

Divorced

I Have Kids

Yes - Not At Home

I Want Kids

No

My Best Feature Is

Smile

My Hair Is

Blonde

I Have One Or More Of These

Dog

Willing To Relocate

Yes

My Education Level Is

Some College

My Current Employment Status Is

Unemployed

My Speciality Is

Administrative / Management

My Job Title Is

Disabled Now but Majored in Business

I Live

Alone

At Home

All Is Calm

I'm A Smoker

Yes - Trying To Quit

I Drink

Yes - Socially

Back In High School, I Was A

Cool Dude

My Social Behavior Is

Reserved, Friendly, Outgoing

My Interest And Hobbies Are

Reading, Arts & Crafts, Music, Tv, Internet, Cooking, Fishing / Hunting, Computers

My Idea Of A Great Time Is

Staying At Home, Trying New Things, The Movies, Relaxing, Reading A Book, Tv, Going To A Museum

My Friends Describe Me As Being

Friendly

My Kind Of Humor Is

Clever, Friendly, Slapstick

When Listening To Music, I Always Listen To

Country, Rock, Pop, Blues, Jazz, Soul

When I Read, I Always Read

Fiction, Home & Garden, Horror, Romance, Supernatural

What Do You Find Attractive?

Wit, Sensitivity, Empathy, Humor, Thoughtfullness, Intelligence

What Kind Of Relationship Are You Seeking?

Friend, Committed